She is not ready

It was not suppose to happen yet. She is not old enough. not my baby. I guess it is not up to me. By now you are saying what is she talking about. OK, I will tell you. Maddi's tooth fell out today. Yes, I said Maddi's tooth fell out. I really can't believe it. It really makes me really sad. I feel like I kinda got the shaft because I could not prepare for it.

She was chewing on a piece of plastic and it got caught on her tooth. She said she pulled and pop out came her tooth. We did not have the wiggling for days and the scared part. We had never had the tooth fairy talk. Maddi had no idea what the tooth fairy was or about. I really hit the what if mode that you all know very well. The whole situation really made me sad and put me in a bad mood.

So after being in a bad mood, I had to go to work. Yuck, another night shift. I really do like night shift but after a crappy day and being up all day it just plain sucks. So when I got to work I was in a really really bad mood. I was made to be there and very grumpy. So I decided the best idea was not to talk to anyone. So I sat until I felt better. After a few hours I started to feel better. I came up with the idea to start and finish a short novel tonight. That was my goal for work. I better run and finish the last few pages.